Hotter at Night
My dad’s playing his indie and old rock songs in the living room. Since we have multiple speakers, i can hear it from practically every corner of the house. My mum is busy making CNY cookies i think she’s going to melt from heat. My brother Aaron is playing with toy guns. (?!?!) Ariel is vaingloriously watching his weight and body shape. And i am trying to lose weight. However i am EXTREMELY angry at myself. I am eating so little already but my weight aggressively increases… like literally over a month. Plus i dance every fucking day. I don’t understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY GOD WHY???????????
I have loads to achieve by CNY.
Thanks to my stubborn weight control, i am going on a liquid diet.
Shut up. Don’t tell me i’m crazy. I’m sticking to it.
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Live and Die like you mean it
Dance really rocks my life.
There’s nothing more in this world i would rather do than dance. It’s like a drug, an addiction. Nothing can take my mind off troubles, worries and grief like dance can. I like to relate it to my soul sometimes. Somehow nobody will ever understand but i rather dance my life away than trying to figure out the other best things in life yet to be discovered.
Anyway the class threw Amanda and i an advanced 18th party at Hostel Amigos last night. It was really awesome. Hahaha to know that they already did make an effort to make it happen was enough to make me melt. I’m glad last night happened 
I really love them and all who came XOXO 
Though loads of shit happened last night, i can safely say i am so proud of myself for holding my head up the entire time than trying to be affected by my surroundings. Honestly, after last night, i can’t be bothered to try again. I believe that God had reasons for his doings. Thank you all lovelies who were my pillar of the night. And fuck all who were being retarded and and drunk OMG really, especially one who said nasty things about my ex. Completely ruined his impression of me. Oh wells why am i even bothered.
Photos soon!!
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Cola Crunch
So no, i didn’t get to see shinee at all. Maybe because i’m inexperience about the whole fan meeting thing. Usually one should get there the day before, but i went like 3 hours before Shinee came. I was being stupid :/
It’s okay. When 2pm or suju comes… you know you can’t find me anywhere but…
School’s been a bitch. A two-faced bitch. Hahahaha at least now we know who not to trust. Be careful people, the world is a dangerous and hypocritical place.
Oh guess what. I have school till 7pm tomorrow… AGAIN. And i haven’t gotten a damn dress, for friday!! (?!?!) What the hell am i trying to do, pushing everything to the very last minute. I need to prepare lit for tomorrow’s class. Kinda dead? Very.
Goodnight readers. AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND. Cos guess who’s having a blast on friday?
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Up and On
Oh. My. God.
This is it. Fan Meeting.
SHINEEEEEEEEEEEEE
HAHAHAHA. I’m not that big a fan but….. still….. it marks the beginning of kpop hype in Sg right???? I’m dying for SUJU to come and perform here… DYING!!!!!!!!!!
Shelley, Firqin, Jannah and I are super psyched! CAN’T WAIT!
Hahaha anyway (as usual) i had dance in the morning till like 5pm and then met Jess and Lynn for flea at Homeclub. It was bad because i realised my bargaining skills kind of suck more than Aud’s 
Aud you really neeeed to teach me to bargain like you man. The most i can do is cut the price by 4 dorras. THAT’S LIKE MAXIMUM FOR ME :’( Aud can cut less than half the price okay she is thaaaaat good. The BFFs came over to my crib to chill and crap. Miss old days like F!
I. Cannot. Wait. For. Tomorrow.
And i need a dress for friday!!!! UGGGHHH STRESSSS
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Someday
I know i know i know my life will be better again
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Tight Rope
Bonus to you. I don’t know why i’m always on the losing end, waiting to be recovered, waiting me to noticed. I don’t why i’m doing this to myself. I don’t know why you do this. I don’t know why it seems like everything never happened in the first place. I don’t know why i’m feeling like this. I don’t how you can do this. Without me, without feeling bad. I don’t know how it is even possible that the future could turn out this way. I don’t understand how this works. Why is it that i’m always feeling the same way and nothing seems to be making the situation better? You do not know this, you will never know this. But as much as i want myself and for you to move on, i don’t understand how it is this easy. I can’t deny that i’m getting better but each time i hear something it kills me buckets. Then after a while i am back to my normal self. I can’t believe it still matters when i know what i want now.
This is not good. I should be doing better.
And like i’m like super tired. Every week dance kills me bit by bit. Today was the worst class of 2010 because we pissed our dance instructor off. I’m considering sleeping in tomorrow. J1s are coming in. A sign of seniors-should-not-come-to-school day because i’m going to doubly annoyed by the crowd and noise. And i have a freaking lecture till 7pm. Stab Stab Stab…………..
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Replay
Happy advanced birthday my dear Adria prettygirl_sajc!!! :) Love you sooooo much baby.
Basically, my day was completely ruined by this annoying piece of shit. You might be wondering why i was being an extremist towards _ _ _ in school today. I didn’t mean it to anyone i promise. Anyone could do the same thing but i wouldn’t get annoyed. Except for _ _ _. The one and only. Period.
Apart from all the shit, everything went well Aids baby i hope you liked the surprise and gift! And lunch with Aids, Amanda, Rach and Jen was coolness after school at Thai Express. Left for Starbucks but just after Aids and i got our drink, we decided to make a rash decision to go back to school to watch the rugby match. Kiwi Club or something like that i’m not too sure. SAJC+SAS VS RI+RJ i think. Anyways, our home team won!!!! The secondary division didn’t but well done to the JC division!!
Decided to take a swim when i got home. I think i swam more than 30 laps or so… I didn’t stop at all. Until my arm (back of my armpit) started to hurt. After i washed up, it cramped like shit. What a decision to swim Danielle. How smart. After not dipping for half a year already, exerting myself was ALL i needed. NOT.
Aids came over to borrow my jacket and we talked for a bit downstairs before she left. Hehe i love her much + her company. You lucky girl, are 18!
Nothing lasts forever. I think you already knew that.
Everyone knows that.
Tis’ the season to cheer up girls.
XXXX
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No one reads this space anyway
Ah life is so boring. Knowing that i have an average of 15 viewers a day makes me feel like closing this page down altogether… i know right like wth AGAIN???
School was as usual, KARAYZEE. I think that’s the only word that i can think of now to describe my classmates and schoolmates. Kayz i love them to bits i mean can you imagine life without this bunch of crazy monkeys i think life would be a hell lot worse without the usual clan by my side.
Today i feel sad because i found out i can’t go for Saturday tuition anymore due to dance practice which means i cannot see my eye candy. (A gazillion sad faces)
Today i think i ran another 3 km from dance; WHO SAYS DANCE IS SO RELAXED BECAUSE OF THE AIR CONDITIONING you shall perish forever because that is super not true. I am dead tired i shall heck Lit and fail tomorrow’s test. At least i think i would if i’m not going to read up on anything tonight.
Somebody, I NEED TO RUN MY FREAKING ERRANDS. Oh my gawd. I need to fix my lappy. I need to exchange and chase stage image for they owe me leotards. I need to FREAKING SHOP.
Period
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FML
I am going to take a break from Ballet until the new term starts. Besides, tuition clashes. In addition, i think i’m doing myself too much harm. My knees feel like their giving way. They say running is no good for dancers because your joints only get looser. I guess mine is nearly jelly loose that nothing i do will ever be able to fix my bones back in their repective positions. And my weight stubbornly keeps getting higher.. Feels like i’m going to kill the world very soon.
This week is going to be tragic_92. MSA has just begun, but the mood to study hasn’t set in yet. Guess i’m too busy being distracted by the facilities of the new place AND on top of that, goofing around with my friends still isn’t enough. Technically i’m supposed to be looking forward to February when i turn legal HOWEVER it seems like i’ve got a million and one things to worry about even before the start of the new year. Life just sucks, you know?
I’m sick of being depressed. When can i ever get out of this hell hole????
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Not in the Mood
I better type quick and post this before my computer crashes again.
Anyway i’m freaking annoyed. I typed a chunk here yesterday and just now, but the computer screen went blank before i could post anything. FML
Anyway today was SAJC open house and we had to dance from 10am to 6pm HARDCORE. It was like free show for strangers it was SO WEIRD. And i danced so much that i had a headache halfway. Okay i perpetually have it. Today’s headache was so bad that i felt like hitting my head against the wall 1000 times. Ahhh it still hurts.
Basically today sucks because right now my legs, ass and head hurt. Since i didn’t warm down after practice, i foresee body aches tomorrow. I don’t feel like going to school
Anyway, if you want to come to SA join dance if you don’t want to join dance don’t come to SA. HAHAHA no i’m serious, don’t come!! Unless you want to feel shitty like me all the time. Actually everything depends on the friends that you would meet. For me, i’m glad that i have a bunch of crazy friends in school. Imagine what it would be like without friends… my life would be a SORE.
Life is superficial. Everything around me is superficial. I don’t feel real anymore. Ugh.
Good news, i made it to J2 heesxz
I miss my friends. Meeting them tomorrow, FINALLY!!!
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